Why does the Lord feel I am "strong enough" to handle all this? I am nothing special. I grew up in a screwed up family, led a most unusual life, been in some amazing circumstances, and yet the blows keep coming and coming.
It is so hard some days to realize that I am blessed! I do my best to walk with the Lord. It's not easy, I make mistakes, well honestly ~ I have made BIG mistakes that I am not proud of.
Oh boy ... just got a tweet that STELLAN IS GOING HOME!! WOOHOO!! I'm so happy for their family.
and now ... the dog is bugging me, ugh ... ok, i will write more later ...