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The Queen of Chaos
I am my son's mom, it's that simple. I might not do it as well as other moms raise their children, but I do it my way, and for us, it works. I committed to him when he was born, that I would tell him daily that I love him, and I've kept that promise.
We are believers in Jesus Christ and it is my hope that our lives reflect that in some way, shape or form on a daily basis. Some days, we do much better than others, it's a daily struggle.
I am engaged to an amazingly loving man. One that treats me like a Queen, loves my son and I in spite of what we've been going through, and reminds me daily of what unconditional love means.

Blessings!
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Friday, November 13, 2009

Absent



I have been noticeably absent. I'm fighting a random fever again. Yes I'm worried about it, no I haven't been to a doctor, I have no money (even if it's $10) I just can't afford it right now. As it is I still have thousands in medical bills needing to be paid off.

So I was wondering ... if anyone is still here ... why do you come to my blog? what would you like to know about me? Do you blog and if so why?

That should keep us busy for awhile...

Monday, November 09, 2009

Holiday Shopping is here!



The Scentsy Holiday Collection is available and 1 Warmer is already out of stock!


Check them out and get your orders in QUICKLY! They are fantastic!!


This is how I started my Sunday morning ...



Took my roommate to meet his ride. 
Fixed a computer on the way home at a friends house.
Stopped at Starbucks Drive-Thru to get Chai for my King and I ... then this happened ...



Yes. I was the "crazy lady" up to my calves in water outside the Drive-Thru Starbucks in Tualatin this morning clearing out the storm drain that caused a puddle deep enough to flood cars. I was wet, cold, and amazed at how many people in 30 min stopped to LOOK at me, and yet only one man offered a Thank You and help.One man had his window down and I laughed and said "You're Welcome" ... he quickly sped off. The Starbucks Staff thanked me with a free drink. It was a definite study in how people are so caught up in themselves these days. For me, it was a random act of kindness and it changed my mood in a big way!


Friday, October 30, 2009

Time is running out



Don't miss out! 


Last day to get 10% discount on the Plymouth Warmer and the Honey Pear Cider wax! 








Thursday, October 29, 2009

Yes I've been gone...



It's been another crazy week. I had something happen yesterday that absolutely crushed me. I'm working on a post, it's deep inside me ... and when it rolls out it's going to pour out with emotion ....

Monday, October 26, 2009

Rain ...



It's so appropriate ... 


I hate running into old friends that don't know my late husband has died and they ask how he is. It makes them feel horrible when they find out, as if it's their fault. It just happened again, it's been 3 1/2 years, you'd think everyone knew, you'd think it gets easier for me when it happens...but it doesn't and I'm in tears now ... agh! 

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Oh the insanity of life ...






I just bought Health Insurance for the dog ... I don't have health insurance, my child doesn't, but my dog does ... hmmmm .. He needs to be fixed, insurance will pay for most of it, it's worth it ... see ??? 


I'll work on it ... really I will ...