I started Counseling again yesterday, it went well, we spent 2 hours talking since there was no one after me and we're friends. She thinks I do have some valid issues and she's trying to figure out how she can do her job w/ me, and bring some issues to the Church.
We're going to continue meeting weekly.
I woke up today and I feel like a different person. I think just having someone validate things and not judge, was a great relief.
Today I cleaned our gross upstairs bathroom, I went grocery shopping, cooked a healthy meal and cleaned the kitchen up totally! I'm beat but it's more than I've done in months!!