Lonliness sucks...just plain does...and i think it's clouding my judgement
the heart and brain are fighting, i hate this feeling...i need clarity, i can't get it, am i doing a good thing? treading on thin ice? into areas i shouldn't be in right now? i know what someone told me but i don't know if this is what was meant...if i was directed this way...is this My Will or His Will? The age old question and struggle ... how to differentiate. THIS would be nice to have the roadmap for...i know, he doesn't give it to us in advance, only revealed as our days, hours, minutes pass by... i think i took a step in the right direction, only time will tell.
oh...and if you think YOU'RE confused reading this? try being inside my brain living it. *sigh*
hi, marissa,
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have a nice day